Tuesday, August 24, 2010 8:51 PM
In a blink of an eyes, months has passed.
8months ago, i keep on repeating how badly i want olvl to arrive.
but when it left about 62 days, i start to panic. Cos i have not been studying.
I'm afraid of failing and can't go to the courses i wanted to.
That's my future, i can't possible give up now.
2months ago, I'm still not bucking up but playing around.
Get into relationship and totally neglect about studies.
I've done with it, and it's time for me to move on. Since he has already get over me so quickly,
i don't see any reason for me to stay on anymore. Well, this is part of life.
I get myself back to the right track and do what i supposed to be doing.
I will no longer drown myself in tears and sobbing about the reality.
Maybe it's just meant to be like this. I'm strong enough,
I'm independent to overcome every obstacles.
Now, I'm left with studies. I gotta pull up my socks and study real super hard.
I don't wanna Mom or Teachers to be disappointed in me.
Have decided to sleep at 10am everyday, and wake at early 4am to study.
I've the determination. :)
" Nothing matters more than you do.
But i found something that replaced you; Studies. "