BRENDA

2010-12-25T13:35:00.001+08:00

not using blogger anymre -

2010-11-24T19:17:00.005+08:00

I'm back from chalet. It's quite fun but sometimes boring.

I'm god damn tired. Went back home with Sx. Sx came my house to bath and bf came too.

I've nothing much to say. Blogger is bored!

2010-11-23T10:01:00.002+08:00

Finally i've finished working. Haha
i'm lazy to update here.
Will update when i've lots of pictures to upload.
:)

2010-11-15T23:43:00.001+08:00

I dont understand why is there such person or people in this world.

2010-11-10T22:06:00.004+08:00

This picture is awesome!

I've whole loads of plan after Olvl!

I shall list it out in case i forget. Haha!

Suxuan is going to work so, i will be left alone!

11th - Tuition, meet Sx

12th - Olvl officially ended

13th - Cycling with eugene and co.

14th- Bake muffins

15th - Going out with Mum

16th - Facial and Dental

17th to 21th - Meet Wn and co.

22th t0 23th - Chalet

24th - Out with Jasmine/Murphy/Jon

25th - Out with tuition's friend

26th - Meet Wn

2010-11-08T14:33:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA! All major papers ended. Left with Science mcq which is in 4days time and Olvl will be officially over! Can't wait to get my hair done and out to play.

It's been quite some time since i post about my daily. well, nothing much actually. Have been studying and studying and staying at home whole day long. It's really bored. I wanna find a job asap! update more another day with pictures! :)

Goodbye.

2010-11-04T12:48:00.002+08:00

8more days!

Superb fast. Another two papers left :)

My blog is damn dead. probably not using blogger anymore.

2010-10-29T20:18:00.000+08:00

2MORE WEEKS AND IT'S OVER!

but i flunk all my papers!

2010-10-23T11:18:00.000+08:00

2 more days to Olevels!

20 more days and it's over!

2010-10-13T17:54:00.000+08:00

I'm sick at the wrong timing!

O's is in 12days time! :(

2010-10-04T15:31:00.004+08:00

3more weeks left!

Will be back posting after O's :)

Goodbye.

2010-09-25T17:05:00.003+08:00

Guess what? It's exactly one month to Olvl !!

Panicking ! :0

2010-09-21T21:12:00.002+08:00

Finally, prelims ended!

But, i couldn't take a break, not even a short one.

Cos, Olvl is in another 34more days. Super fast.

I guess my prelim's result will be a awful one, but it motivates me to work even harder! Haha.

Look at how badly my dark circles are from the picture above, i've been burning midnight oil.

studying quite hard. I just wanna put all my effort and score well for O's.

I detest my life for being so unorganized. I'm gonna pampered myself after Olvl. And most probably next year, i'm putting braces again! It's again! All thanks to that dentist, he's so irresponsible. And it means that i've to save money for braces again, its around 4k. ohmy.

I wish i'm born rich. Lol

Time to watch tv.

Goodbye:)

Enjoying..

2010-09-03T23:42:00.005+08:00

Haha. I'm deadbeat.

Just reached home. Came back from Agene's condo. With Ben, Jo, Xh and Hakeem.

We're supposed to be studying, end up we talk cock and talk about stuffs.

I'm enjoying life now, but at the same time i'm studying hard. 51more days to Olvl.

Starting to count down now. We've planned lots of event after Olvl! I'm so excited :)

Well, i didn't expect you're such a useless person. Not really useless but rather a person that would make everyone detest.

You actions proved that you aint one whom worth me to get angry .

I just look down on you. After hearing stuffs about you from one of my friend,

it make me doubled confirm that my impression of yours wasn't wrong.

Finally i see thru your true colours...

I GOT OVER YOU.

2010-09-01T18:51:00.002+08:00

Omg. Prelims starts tml. And i haven't start studying. What am i doing?

Seriously, i have no motivation. And Olvl is like 54more days? I'm panicking!

I promised to study, but in the end i will be stuck in front of the television or addicted to Fb.

Well, electronic devices is the worst distraction!

2010-08-29T15:29:00.003+08:00

Yesterday,

Awesome dayout. Went with 12 of them to catch a movie at Cineleisure and Dinner at Jack's place to celebrate Jovan's birthday. Then we went shisha at Arab street, back home at 1am :)

I love staying at home now. Blasting music, and enjoy life now. Haha.

Gonna study now :)

2010-08-24T20:51:00.007+08:00

In a blink of an eyes, months has passed.

8months ago, i keep on repeating how badly i want olvl to arrive.

but when it left about 62 days, i start to panic. Cos i have not been studying.

I'm afraid of failing and can't go to the courses i wanted to.

That's my future, i can't possible give up now.

2months ago, I'm still not bucking up but playing around.

Get into relationship and totally neglect about studies.

I've done with it, and it's time for me to move on. Since he has already get over me so quickly,

i don't see any reason for me to stay on anymore. Well, this is part of life.

I get myself back to the right track and do what i supposed to be doing.

I will no longer drown myself in tears and sobbing about the reality.

Maybe it's just meant to be like this. I'm strong enough,

I'm independent to overcome every obstacles.

Now, I'm left with studies. I gotta pull up my socks and study real super hard.

I don't wanna Mom or Teachers to be disappointed in me.

Have decided to sleep at 10am everyday, and wake at early 4am to study.

I've the determination. :)

" Nothing matters more than you do.

But i found something that replaced you; Studies. "

2010-08-15T00:59:00.001+08:00

Goodbye love.

Some people come into our lives, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never the same.

2010-08-14T14:39:00.009+08:00

" You're not worth the tears, you're not worth the heartache.

I don't know why I still give you the time.

You're not worth the pain, you're not worth the emptiness.

Yet, I don't know why I wish you were mine. "

2010-08-14T14:28:00.002+08:00

Okay, i stared into this box for sometime, i don't know what should i update.

Life was rather boring now, everyday its filled with homeworks, homeworks and still homeworks. Olvl is in another 72more days. Wow, left with 2months plus, yet i haven't even start studying and revising. I have no motivation to do so. The one whom promised to go thru all with me has long ago gone, but why am i still holding on to it. It's been weeks, and everyday i'm thinking the same old thing over and over again. I never realized someone could affect me so much ....

2010-08-03T21:07:00.004+08:00

" I don't need to be his, I'd be contented enough seeing him living his life happily.

Those jokes that he told me which i sometimes completely ignore, i missed them.
It felt just like yesterday. But forever it will be, in the past. "

Won't be updating here for the time being.

The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you ,and yet you know you can never have them.

2010-07-31T00:44:00.009+08:00

I'm physically and emotionally tired. But i just can't fall asleep.

Back from Musical Night. Awesome night out with that cliques.

Gonna sum up what's happening recently.

Well, this year birthday celebration was full of surprises.

Thanks Ling for the cake and present. Thanks Sw,Sx,Jas for the cake and present.

Thanks Ben and co for the cake and present. Thanks Bt,Sy,J for the cake and present.

Thanks everyone.

87more days to Olvl. Gonna spend at least 2hrs to study everyday,

But i just couldn't concentrate and motivate myself! :(

Life are rather boring now, i wish i could stop thinking of everything. Sometimes, i really wonder, wondering how much you affect my life. wondering what exactly are you thinking about.. Arghh.

Forget it, as what i always say relationship is troublesome.

Either of the couple will get hurt, for mine, I'm the one suffering.

Its 1.27am now. Its been so long since I'm feeling this way. I'm really really so exhausted, but i just don't wanna get myself on bed. Time really flies, i used to be so bless isn't? But, what happened to me? I don't wanna let anything to drag me down, its so happening. I thought I'm strong, i thought i will be manage to go thru everything......... What else could i still say ?

After so much obstacles, i realised whose the one that's always there for me.

Guys, Its appreciated. :)

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I lay there at night, trying to fall asleep , But each time I close my eyes

Memories of you flash through my mind ,But then I open my eyes and welcome myself back to reality . I completely have no idea why am i holding on. Sometimes i just feel like giving up, telling myself let it go. Those harsh words, those face expressions, you never knew it was hurting me. Perhaps i'm just waiting for you, waiting that day you would tell me how actually you feel. All love shifts and changes. I don't know if you can be wholeheartedly in love all the time.. :(

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Happy birthday Weineng.

2010-07-25T00:49:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, went to look for Suwen,Garry at Punggol.
walked to Rm to meet Alvin and their friends. Went home at 12am.

Today, Lingli came to my house. Pass me a small cake, and a birthday present for me.
Haha! Thanks for your great effort! :)

Have a great day out with that big group too. twentytwo of us went Cineleisure.
Celebrate Wn's birthday :) And, Happy birthday Weineng!

Have lots of pictures to upload.
Some at Garry's phone, some at Grace's cam., some at Agene's phone
Will upload all the photos at fb when they send to me:)

Friends who have gone through hard times tgt have a bond

that outsiders can never understand.

2010-07-23T18:40:00.002+08:00

Take a break, chill.

Never frown because you never know who might be falling in love with your smile.

2010-07-19T21:13:00.004+08:00

I'm starting to work hard, putting all my effort into studies. Staying back for Srp, going for night study. Revising bits and pieces of work everyday. Its a big difference between being with someone and without that someone. There's pros and cons. You can concentrate wholeheartedly on studies without that someone, but definitely you will miss every part of him, hoping him to be back one day. When you drown yourself into studies, you will find yourself being no time on love. Well, there's only 98days left. Work hard for this 98days and i could take a rest and enjoy for 6months. Worth it isn't ?
:)

Actually i don't have the intention to go out on Saturday to Wn's birthday celebration. Wasn't in the mood of going out, but Eugene and Agene physco me. They said they will be cheering me. Haha! So yea, decided to go and enjoy myself.

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Its mingles in my mind, whether you yearn for me like how it use to.
Our fate, our destiny was long set before we're born, god has it own plan for us.
So no point being so down, no matter how much I'm thinking it couldn't change any facts, its better to let natural to take it course. No one could predict what will happen next. If it's meant to be yours, it will be back one day... Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss. ♥

happyending.

2010-07-18T11:03:00.008+08:00

回到我生命的原点，那个没有爱情的一点。

我就象做了一场一个月多的甜蜜美梦，现在醒来了，

是时候面对现实。那个没有你的现实。我真希望我永远都活在那甜美的梦...

虽然痛，很想哭，但就是连一滴眼泪也流不出。是因为之前哭的太多，眼泪都流完了吗？

再着么难过，都改变不了事实。不如试着接受，勇敢的面对,可能我会更快乐? :(

Goodbye.

2010-07-15T20:02:00.000+08:00

pb updated.
will leave this space for a moment.
be back soon.
bye.

2010-07-12T19:03:00.002+08:00

Went out with Bf, Suwen,Suxuan on Saturday. Taken quite a number of pictures but i deleted many of it due to the lousy quality. Look perfectly fine on my phone but suckish on computer.

Ive start studying today, gonna work hard!

Left with only 105days to the first day of Olvl. Haha!

Gonna start doing my homeworks now. Goodbye :)

2010-07-07T10:45:00.003+08:00

Bored@ Home.
I haven't start studying, I'm not working hard enough!
how? 4more months left. omgomg, I'm panicking. Haaha!
I have no motivation :(

Meeting bf afterwards.
luv!

2010-07-02T23:31:00.001+08:00

sigh. i really have no idea what to do.
pb updated. :(

2010-06-27T07:39:00.002+08:00

Its Sunday! and school starting tml. how fast it is.

four more months to olvl. i must start to revise now.

Came back from Genting on Friday night.

Surprised bf, he thought i will be back on Monday. Haha!

At A's house now. What to do? I'm so bored.

Haven't even finish my homeworks.

update another day.

doubleyou see..

2010-06-21T22:19:00.002+08:00

I'm going Genting tml morning at 6am :(
I surprised bf today, appear outside his house. Hahaha.
Awwww.. one week couldnt meet bf.
Worst still, mum bought tickets there but didnt bought the returned tickets.
So, im not sure when will i be back.
Don't feel like sleeping, even i sleep i had to wake up at 5am. I'm starting to miss bf now >.<

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2010-06-21T10:36:00.001+08:00

BORING DAY.

Im going Genting tml. Not excited at all -.-

Trust as much as i could..

2010-06-17T11:39:00.004+08:00

I've no motivation. Left with 3/5 of homeworks to be done.
Boring. I hope holiday is a never-ending one. Haha!
Meeting bf afterwards? Meeting Sx tml ?
Gonna get myself motivate now! Goodbye^^

Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but rising up in every failure.

2010-06-15T10:03:00.003+08:00

I've nothing to do now. An hour more to prepare and meeting bf at 12pm. Both of us had to idea where to go. Lol. Going Genting next week. Kinda regret of going, but it too late to cancel the tickets, so i had no choice.

Two more weeks, school gonna start.
July will be a busy month, Olvl practical,oral,lc ..
Olvl is getting nearer and nearer and my heart is pumping faster and faster.
I cant imagine olvl is really just 4months later, its like super fast.
Secondary one is just like yesterday, time really flies~

I think majority of my friends was kinda shock of knowing I'm attached, no exception for mum.
Me, myself cant believe too. Once, i promise i won't fall in love before Olvl but now i break my promise. I bet someone is disappoint in me, or probably detest me. Some might even think I'm dumb, due to certain reasons, but no matter what others think about me, I'm not gonna care, I wont let those gossips affect me. People used to say, " Live life to the fullest " .. Yes, i'm living my life to the fullest. Happiness don't knock onto our door itself, we had to seek for happiness ourselves :)

2010-06-13T10:52:00.003+08:00

Bored @home!

imy♥

In a relationship..

2010-06-11T15:21:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA! How should i start posting?
Finally, intensive is over! That means it is the start of Holiday!
Will be going Genting on the last week of june :)
Have to idea what to post, but i just feel like updating something on here.

2010-06-06T15:05:00.004+08:00

Im at home rotting! Have been sleeping late but woke up extreme early!

Went tuition in the morning, just finish doing my maths homework.

and i have nothing to do now. lazy to study.

Yesterday, was a awesome day :)

Woke up at 7am, rot till 12pm.

Meet Cc,Eugene,Jiale,Ling,Agene,John at hgmall.

We're suppose to study, in the end i dont have the motivation. So does them.

Close our books, pack up and walked to hgplaza for pool. I think i improved again. HAHAHA!

Pool till evening. Ling and i went off to have dinner first.

Bus to serangoon to meet Weijin,Ben,Damien,Wn and Grace.

We surprised Agene in the ktv. Sing sang song :)

Home sweet home at 10pm.

Happy birthday in three days advance AGENE!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-06-03T21:05:00.007+08:00

Today was a enjoyable day. haha!

Went to school in the morning with Wn and Ben. had lessons as usual, thou its a holiday now.

Waited for Jasmine,Suxuan and Suwen outside while im on phone with W. The weather was god-damn hot, and i waited for 1hour -.- haha!

Went hgmall, had lunch, bought stuffs and walked back to my house.

We bake cookies while Suxuan bake a cake for her bf. My house was like a mess.

Suwen helped to clean the house. All of them left at 7pm plus?

Its been quite some time since i post my daily.

Partly was im lazy and i have no time.

Studying took up almost half of my life and the other half was sleeping.

Prove that im really hardworking. haha!

i think quite a number of things happened this few weeks..

And everything was an unexpected one. laughs.

Secondary life is really a stressful and tiring one.

I miss sec 3, sec 2 life.

Especially those fun and laughter we had. I seems to be so cheerful at that time..

only part of the photos. the rest are uploaded at fb :)

2010-06-02T20:20:00.003+08:00

Yeap! Lappy is back. haha.
i have lots of pictures to upload but not today. haha!
will upload all tml. gonna rush to do my english hw now!

2010-05-28T11:32:00.004+08:00

I've lots and lots of pictures to upload here.
But my lappy is down, and I'm currently using my phone to blog.
Hmm, thou holiday started but I have to go back school!
But I'm skipping intensive for the last week! Cos, i'm going GENTING!
Hahahaha!!

Yesterday, went out with Jasmine.
Catch a movie and enjoy ourselves.
Much pictures taken!
In the evening, went to meet Galvin for pool!.

Gonna study for Chinese now!
Wish me goodluck on Monday! ^^
and, I will upload those pictures as soon as my lappy is back home!

2010-05-22T10:27:00.003+08:00

Hmm. exams ended last week.
Results was back, thou i failed humanties and english but i did well for the other subjects.

haha! Chinese intensive started and Olvl chinese is just in a week time.
I thought after all exams i could relax but problems seems to be looking for me.
Life like this, up and down. But why must my life always stuck in the down part.
Forget about all sad stuffs.
Today's Agene's sis birthday. So, Happy birthday Amelissa.
update another time. Goodbye^^

Half of family photo.

2010-05-10T19:16:00.004+08:00

Having last paper on this thursday!
haha. have been studying hard for this past few weeks.
I studied science for the very first time, i hope i could pass.
Just a C6 and i will be over the moon. Hahaa ^^
After Midyear, it will be chinese intensive.
Followed by Chinese Olvl, English Oral ... few more months and its Olvl!
Ohmygod, so fast. I wish time could fly fast and i would be able to enjoy after Olvl,
but at the same time i want time to move slows and i would have enough time to study for Olvl. Haha! Im lazy to type ...
Gonna study maths and science now. :D

Before i end this post,

Happy Birthday to Suxuan!

Happy belated Mother's day! ^^

No more time to be waste!

2010-04-29T16:23:00.005+08:00

Its been weeks since i last used my laptop. I only tweet and go internet using my phone. Haha!

Will make a short update here and back to my revision for tml's exam.

Will be busy for the next following two weeks cos exams is just around the corner.

Can you imagine how time flies?! Next 5months and it will be Olvls. Wow..

I wasn't been motivate for the past few weeks, but now ..

i will just concentrate on studies.

Had a great talk with Ms fu in the morning, definately, she motivate me alot.

I should have give her lesson a chance and try to listen what she's teaching rather

than grumbling about the content of her lesson. Hehe!

Indeed, teachers are great. I will no longer skip Srp and extra lessons.

And i've to buck up! No more time to waste. I regret for not studying,

i only left with few days to revise social studies, geog, science! Ohmy~

Btw, Yesterday was Yunita and Yj 's birthday.

While Today is Shafiqah 's birthday.

Happy birthday guys! :)

Soon, it will be Suxuan's and Murphy's ..
Okay. time to get back to my revision.

Will update and upload all the pictures after Midyear! :)

2010-04-12T11:54:00.006+08:00

Had a bad headache on Saturday. Went to Benetton's bbq on that day,
and will upload those pictures once they've send it to me :)
Had fever the next day -.- , went to visit the doctor in the morning.
Since no one is free , i went to compass with Jovan to deco the cake for Benetton despite my fever. Haha.
Didnt went to school today. Wasnt feeling that well. I bet Mdm ong and
Ms fu must be thinking i'm skipping school because of detention -.- ,
that was what they think on last thursday. But i was really feeling unwell. Tsk.

Anyway, Happy birthday Benetton! ^^

2010-04-04T13:31:00.005+08:00

On Good Friday, we went cineleisure for movie to celebrate Jasmine's birthday. Haha!

Took 200over of pictures, but there's some restriction. Lol.

Gonna go off to finish off my weekend assignment. Goodbye!

Happy 16th Birthday to JasmineGohpl ^^ !

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Definately no time for love,

2010-03-31T20:53:00.006+08:00

We cannot be together,

but we'll never be apart ,

for no matter what life brings us,
you're always in my heart♥

My brain is dead.

I stared onto the computer screen for 35mins, i type out the first paragraph of my composition and i've no idea what am i suppose to type next! Argh.

Hasn't been studying this few days , i have no motivation at all . I don't know what had influence me and i hate school now.

I'm always looking forward for Friday cause it means weekends are just the next two days! Haha. But but but, i have to go back school every saturday -.-

My life is getting bad to worst = boring and stress!! Seven more months! Seven more months to go before i could enjoy, seven more months for me to tolerate your fuck face ,

seven more months and i can burn off all my books, seven more months and

i can say goodbye to Secondary life !!! I realised i have became much more lazier now, im lazy to blog ,

lazy to do my homeworks , lazy to wake up early. Hahah. Okay, i'm starting to talk crap here.

Will be going out with Jasmine and co this friday to celebrate Jasmine's birthday in advance!

Gonna finish my amaths and emaths assignment before i go off to my dreamland.

So, goodbye! Another week or so for the next post. haha ^^

2010-03-21T16:55:00.009+08:00

I'm bored at home.
I've only finished half of my holiday assignment . Haha!
Just came back from Malacca on Friday. The trip was like almost the same as the Malaysia trip on Secondary two.
The only difference was , this time the purpose of the trip was to get our classmates together as this is our last year! Lol. Didnt take much photos there.
I've nothing much to post. And im gonna update my blog another two weeks later ? Hahaa!
Goodbye :)

I LOVE 4EC' 2010 !!

2010-03-05T17:52:00.001+08:00

I'm not gonna update my blog anymore.
perhaps once in a while time ?
pissed off.

2010-03-01T17:05:00.002+08:00

I am so bored now. Rest of the photos will upload into facebook (:
imy.

2010-02-27T13:16:00.005+08:00

My mum says the sweet is cute >.<

Young > Adult > Old .
Do we look alike ? i bet so. hahaha!

Yesterday, went window shopping with Liew at Vivo. Meet family in the night.

Went breakfast with Eugene,Ben and Jovan in the morning, and went to school.

Going to meet family at evening ^^

2010-02-21T16:46:00.003+08:00

On Friday, ten of us when to Agene house to Bai nian!
haha. Gamble/Eat/Watch television. We went off at 8pm plus to catch a movie at AMKhub. After movie, we took bus to Chompchomp for supper. And cab home .

On Saturday, only four of us went to Weineng's house. It was kinda spoilt, the atmosphere wasn't there and mostly of the clique couldn't make it. Gamble and we ate Pizza. Went off at around 6pm.

Gonna study for tml's combine science test!
Goodbye :)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-02-18T16:54:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling so awful now!
Don't know what the fuck that make me lose my damn temper and i quarrel with my mum again. Nbcb.
Wanted to study for my SocialStudies test tml but i can't concentrate anymore.
i hate life _l_
Tml will be a better day?

imy

2010-02-14T11:53:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year,

Happy Valentines' Day !

Boring,

2010-02-09T18:28:00.001+08:00

I'm bored >.<

Stress out ,

2010-02-07T14:47:00.001+08:00

I'm super tired .
Gonna take a short nap now.
imy.

Time flies ,

2010-02-05T15:48:00.005+08:00

Us in 2008 !

Found this picture when I'm deleting stuffs in my lappy.
We took this picture in sec2 ' 2008 one of the Learning journey, and that was 2years ago! haha!

Look at how chubby i am compared to now ,
Look at how innocent Suwen is compared to now ,
Look at how curly Garry's hair is compared to now ,
Look at how cute Adriana is compared to now ,
Look at how un-muscular Imran is compared to now ,
Look at how littlekiddy Khairul's face is compared to now ,
Everyone changed regardless of physically or emotionally.
I miss secondary two ..

2010-01-30T15:19:00.002+08:00

When to the airport last night to fetch Taiwanese Cousin.
Going Mum's friend dinner afterwards. So bored now.
I can't believe my own ears when i heard that.
Worst still, i can't believe on my eyes when i saw it.
It's ridiculous .

2010-01-28T20:01:00.002+08:00

i'm so damn tired! My eyes are half close now :S
Have been doing my homework since 5.30pm (?)
I have much more before i'm done.
Secondary four life = Many homeworks = No more slacking = No fun = bored = tired = SUCKS!

Everyday had to stay in school till 3pm plus , worst still every saturday had to go back school!
Homeworks are increasing day by day. Foundation quiz for physics and chem twice a week!
Ohmygod, i'm really super stress now!
Going to continue with my homeworks now.
Bye ^^

boreddd/

2010-01-24T14:16:00.002+08:00

Had to finish trigo ws.
and meeting suxuan afterwards, probably meeting ling too ^^

2010-01-22T21:33:00.004+08:00

I hate my home my room my family, every single thing in my house !
i'm supper pissed off. FUCK! _l_
nbcb...............................................................................................................

Its beyond my control ,

2010-01-20T20:26:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, somethings aint what you expected.
The one i feared most has finally occur and it will continue.
I don't wish days to continue this ways, it's killing me .
I've no guts to face them, i wish to avoid it every single day .
What they are thinking , i was wondering ...

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2010-01-17T17:53:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to Jane/Celina/Cheechin/Junwei/Crystal ! ^^

2010-01-16T16:31:00.001+08:00

going east coast to celebrate bro's gf birthday now :)

2010-01-16T16:01:00.001+08:00

bored at home.

Time is moving as fast as a rocket ,

2010-01-13T13:00:00.003+08:00

I'm super bored. Today school released early at 11am, and it will be the last early dismiss for me! :(
Having extra lessons everyday and tuition after school.
I will gonna be in dead meat soon. Left only half a year to prepare for O'levels !

I'm going to study now.
Goodbye. Back to update again soon ^^

She's insecure , i'll protect her (:

2010-01-08T18:53:00.002+08:00

Hi , suxuan's here !

Brenda is lazy to post , so here i am to post for her . Alright , i don't know what to post already , so i'll just cut it short and sweet . She is hardworking nao , cause of her secondary 4's homework ( so sad ) . Okok , shall leave it to her to blog . Bai fools .

i love mummyyyyy!

2010-01-02T13:13:00.002+08:00

I lost interest in blogging. haha

Today is granny's birthday,

will be going to meet aunt to granny's house and surprise party!
School gonna start soon, no more slacking . Hahaa

Goodbye ^^

2009-12-23T13:11:00.001+08:00

It's really a sad thing.

2009-12-22T14:59:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling so awful !
Visit the doctor for two times ,
really can't tolerate the pain and went to the Hospital last night.

I wanna watch Avatar tml with friends!

2009-12-21T13:55:00.001+08:00

Sick for sixdays :S

Boring life..

2009-12-11T12:40:00.008+08:00

Those picnic pictures are corrupted so 200plus of pictures was deleted _l_ !

School starting soon, had to study hard and stop all plays. haha

I won't be updating here so often anymore.

Goodbye :)

2009-12-05T13:10:00.001+08:00

Will upload all the photos when Hakeem uploaded them to facebook :)
byebye ^^

2009-11-29T13:20:00.000+08:00

Back from Bangkok!
^^

Bangkok bangkok bangkok!

2009-11-27T09:28:00.003+08:00

Hmm, i'm so bored now.
Haha, still at Bangkok, i'm now waiting for Mum's friend to eat and off to shopping!
Bangkok isn't what i expected. I haven shop enough and we're going back on Saturday night already! The hotel i'm staying has alot of problems, they give us wrong room and we change to another then the security box spoilt , follow by not enough pillow, lastly the aircon sucks !
i'm so tired too, i just slept for 3 pathetic hours. Ugly eyebag :(
Hope i could fall asleep tonight.

Off to shopping now.
Byebye^^

2009-11-25T09:02:00.002+08:00

Monday, went out with Mum/Aunt and Grandma.
I witnessed something unbelieveable and scary. Her expression and voice changed.
And 6 men had to grab onto her . I was so shocked then. Grandma and i quickly rushed out to buy milk for the "thing" as it wanted to drink.
Aunt video everything it down. Scary!
Surprisingly, i saw Sandra's uncle there too. haha

....

I got lots of pictures to upload but i've no time.
Off to prepare now. Going Thailand in an hour time!
Back on Saturday night.

Byebye^^

2009-11-23T16:23:00.003+08:00

Bored. At grandma's house now!
Going for Job training tml with Sis and ChompChomp in the night for "farewell" dinner, organised by Weineng/Planned by Jasmine. haha

Update when i'm back from bangkok.
Bye!

2009-11-22T16:07:00.006+08:00

Going Bangkok in three days time :)
Haha. Will be going Amk hub for dinner afterwards with family (?)
Off to watch drama!
Byebye^^

2009-11-20T18:17:00.004+08:00

Only half of the picture. The rest at Hakeem's cam

171109 ♥

2009-11-18T11:10:00.004+08:00

Happily tgt ^^

Boring. Few more hours to chalet! haha.
TaiwaneseCousin coming back singapore this saturday, its his birthday too.
Might be celebrating his birthday with family. Next week i'm going Bangkok,
so won't be updating him soon .
Byebye :)

2009-11-15T17:47:00.001+08:00

Rotting at home today!
Woke up early and watch drama again.
Few more days to Chalet :)
One more week to Bangkok!
Two more weeks to Picnic !

back to watch drama.
Byeeeee :D

2009-11-12T18:38:00.002+08:00

Back from Hgmall with sis. haha! Jasmine was very cheeky today.
She came to my house to meet me, putted the Ice-cream in my fridge, and went we're out of my house, she told me something. Bloody her! No wonder i was thinking, Why will she be so good to buy my ice cream, in the end it was from another. Haha. Anyway Thanks ah! :)
She told me that she had two things to tell me, in the end there's wasn't any surprise. Cheh!
Lol. Went to Hgmall to have early lunch and late dinner . Walked around in CottonOn and Fairprice. And we joke around. LOL!
Tml was finally the last day of intensive!
Maybe working with Jasmine (?)

Can't wait for Class Chalet/Overseas/Picnic ! ♥
Off to bath and watch my drama .
Byebye !

i'm lovin my life ,

2009-11-09T16:08:00.003+08:00

I'm so bored man!
Supposlying going to have mac breakfast with Wn and co.
BUT, I couldn't wake up, same goes to Benetton. So, meet him outside school and went to class together. Haha.
After much persuasion from Wn/Jovan/Eugene, still i didn't attend NYP . Lol. Was tired and my phone was in low-bat . So took bus home and watch drama.

Has been watching drama for weeks!
I still have 10more drama to watch ^^

back to watch my drama.
Byebye! :)

Put yourself into my shoe , try to walk a few steps before you judge me...

2009-11-08T19:24:00.005+08:00

Back from Ms.Muna's wedding. Tiring
Woke up early, get myself prepared. Waited for Adriana, bussed over to meet Sis and co.
Walk quite a long distance before we found where's the viod deck is. The weather was so hot, worst still we were wearing malay costume. Pespired like hell!
Had lunch there, Suwen came down to meet us for awhile. Sis,Khairul,Imran and i cabbed to Ehub . Changed our clothes and went to catch a movie. After movie, we had our dinner and cabbed back home :)

2009-11-06T19:30:00.015+08:00

Has been attending intensive for oneweek, still have another week before it ends.
Can't wait for the classchalet/overseas/outings ! >.<
I guess i wont be posting so often again, unless there's pictures. haha
Uploaded those pictures taken on 1Nov .
Goodbye:D

2009-11-06T19:26:00.000+08:00

Continue change my blogskin another day.
Lazy to upload pictures. Update another day.
bye,

2009-11-03T16:28:00.000+08:00

Update another day.
Wont be using laptop to often now.
Byebye.

Pb updated.

Pictures,

2009-10-29T18:16:00.009+08:00

There's a limit to our patience!

2009-10-28T21:01:00.002+08:00

I already kept myself silent to see what you posted in your blog, you're to be blamed for the appear of this post here.You claimed that you're our sister, so why did you write till as if we are really treating you so badly in your blog when it isn't the case?

You sounded so pathetic, like trying to gain sympathy from people who reads your blog which doesn't know what actually happened.You went about telling and complaining to people things.
Curious why we would find out? :)

You tell people out there that we did not give you a chance to change, but the truth is actually, we'd given you plenty chances to change, just that you realised only now. We always advice you, telling you what should you change in yourself.
Yet what we've got in return was a not-my-business pattern.
If you're still unaware of what I'm trying to say, I would not hesitate to detail my words for you .....

These were what you normally would reply us when we told you to change your behaviour or attitude; Huh, really meh? ; Hannar hannar ; Hmm? ; Etc.
You know best yourself how you reply us. So how could we accept this attitude, you say.

You said that, "A true friend accepts for who I am!" It's right, yeah totally right. But listen up here, a true friend is someone who state out the fact & not hiding things behind you that you ought to know. If we accept for who you are without telling you the fact of your badpoints, that is then what we really call not-a-true-friend. We're here being a true friend telling you true things, yet there you go .... turning us over and made us becoming the big black wolves. Aren't we being totally malign?!!

As what I can see, looks like you're having loads of things to utter about us!
I remain quiet, I remain silent. Yet you just take advantage to say even more.
& this is how you rant and rant without realising you're wrong infact. I
'm not somebody who can judge who's right who's wrong, however I JUST CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING I'D DONE THAT OFFENDED YOU!
I find you so horrible.

In school, I'm feeling a little sorry for our ignorance attitude towards you.
What I had seen in your blog just now totally pissed me off ok!!

There you seeking a chance from us, there in your blog you're pointing your fingers to us!

So now see who's the one having more words to speak about. You used to put us aeroplane everytime, in the past. We did not even speak a word. Everytime asking you out, just a word 'tired', and you turned us down totally. So never blame me for turning you down too.

There's this time when you needed people to accompany you to purchase things outside,
you asked me to accompany you there.
I told you i'm really tired when she really feels dead beat, but you still nag me out continuously without sparing a thought for me. Well, still, i accompanied you in the end.
What does this shows?
This shows that we as a sister still do help up in you when you're in need.
More still .....

You willingly insisted in treating me for lunch @ PM the day i accompanied you. Laughoutloud!
In the end, still remember what? We found yourselves seats, and you gave a cheeky smile, telling me , "Brenda, er, actually I left $7 eh." I'm totally like what the hell?
It's not even enough for your own meal and there you want to treat me. Before we even stepped in PM, you already knew you left with that little sum of money, so why do you still ask me in to PM? Is your face really that important? How much does your face costs?
End up i'd to pay for you still.

Bear this in mind for readers, it's not the money that matters, it's likely more to the principle of life instead. If you guys think that we're complaining about the matter of money, then you're wrong huh. If it's really the case, i wouldn't have lend her money all the time, and letting her dragging it for so long.

I think it's pretty childish for me to rant so much things up here like you.
But a normal person would never let the matter rest with getting misunderstandings by people outside or getting accused by anyone for no reason, isn't it?
So put yourselves in our shoes.
We could not possibly swallow the grudge to ourselves, you see. Speak up to her?

Done that, but does that help?
Any differences even when we talked to her?
Basically, I had just so enough of your words that are pointing against me.
Pardon me for any harsh words if it offended anyone.

For readers : Please do not listen to one sided words. Any doubts in any of my words above plus her words to you doesn't tele? Ask around :)

From : Jasmine and me

2009-10-28T20:37:00.002+08:00

Goodluck Jovan, and get well soon :) !

Just the thought of being with you tomorrow is enough to get me through today,

2009-10-27T18:39:00.007+08:00

Friday, 23Oct .
Sister reached my house at evening, then we walked to Hgmall to buy some food and meet Weineng and cheechin. Took bus to meet Eugene/Jovan/Hakeem/Ben/Agene . Then we took bus to Esplande to watch Brendaliew's dance performance. Ended at 11pm , we went to Arab street, they had their dinner . Cabbed back home with Eugene and Weineng. Went to bed at 1am . TIRED!

Saturday, 24Oct
Stayed at home the whole day to watch Taiwan dramas . Went to the stadium with Ellabelle in the evening.

Sunday, 25Oct
Stayed at home again to watch Taiwan dramas, meet Sister and went to Rivermall to have lunch. Meet jovan . Took bus home , while sister went home. Get changed, and rush down to meet Jovan and Weineng. Walked to Hg Gym together. and i went home at 5pm plus while they went to soccer.

Monday, 26Oct
Isn't a good day!
Woke up, and quickly rush to prepare. Meet Jovan and Weineng at busstop. Walked to Hgmall to buy breakfast for Sister. Then we meet Sister/Agene/Ben and took bus to school together. Had interclass games. Haha, the girls side have some problems same for the guys' side. They settled after school. After that, Jasmine and i went to Hgmall. Went home early, cause grandma went to my house. Haha. Around evening,went to blk 702 to have dinner with Family. Grandma drove me and mum to Hgmall. Bought some stuffs and walked home :)

Tuesday, 27Oct
Woke up early today. Muscleache all over my body, especially my foot! I bet i hasn't been exercising often and i played the captain ball . Lol, laid on bed and watch Taiwan drama till 6pm plus. Jasmine text me and told me quite a number of things. Shocking :o

More pictures will be uploaded when Hakeem have uploaded them :)

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2009-10-26T20:33:00.000+08:00

Lazy to update. So upload pictures and update another day :)

Today was sucha awful day!
Perspired so much on interclass games and that hot weather!
Worst still, something bad happened.
Anyway Get well soon, Jovan ! :D

Friends who have gone through hard times tgt have a bond that outsiders can never understand.

2009-10-23T13:26:00.020+08:00

Today,
Went to school alone again, Suwen hasn't been going school so often!
All the periods, we're just slacking and chitchatting. Went to canteen, we rot at there till 12.30pm and all of us went home early.
All of us are meeting again, we're going to BrendaLiew's performance :D
Weineng managed to get pushed up!
Now we're worrying for Sister >.<

On Thursday, 22Oct'09
Went to school as usual, but it was a few times tired than before!
Went back class and get back all the papers. I've done better than i expected :)
But poor Weineng ...
After school, went to Hgmall to have lunch with Jasmine. Meet Yk awhile, and we went home at around 3.30pm . Bathe and bussed to Mum's salon . Had facial, and went home at night.

Results :
Computer studies - 38/80
English - 53/100
EMaths - 64/100
AMaths - 54/100
Chemistry - 16/50
Physics - 33/50
Geography - 10/50
Social studies - 29/50
Chinese - 66/100

On Wednesday, 21Oct'09
Woke up, meet Yk for breakfast and Francis came.
Slack awhile, then went to meet Jovan to walked to Hg Complex tgt. Played badminton with Jovan,Benetton,Eugene,Weineng, Cheechin , Imran,Agene . After playing all of us went home to bathe. Afterthat, i took bus to Kovan to meet Jasmine and Liying to have dinner. Agene,Jovan and Ben came to meet us too. Went home after dinner.

On Tuesday, 20Oct'09
Went out with Sis and co.
First time ever, JasmineGoh didn't late! Haha. She woke up early in the morning to prepare, ahah! Meet Jasmine at my house, then we take bus down to Amk Hub to meet Eugene, Jovan ,Imran,Weineng,Agene,Jiale,Cheechin . Accompanied them to have their lunch, and we went to catch a movie. The show was bored , but started to get excited behind. Haha. After watching the movie, we trained to Raffles , alighted at the wrong stop. So we took a bus and we went Marina Square. Shopped around awhile, had dinner . Sister and i went home, while the rest had their dinner at another place.

On Monday, 19Oct'09
Sacrifice our sleep to make a big card and bake muffins for Teacher Serene. And she's touched! ahaha. Our effort didnt go down the drain .

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2009-10-19T19:29:00.000+08:00

haha, looking forward to tml's outing with Sis and that bunch of idiots!
hahaha :D

Hohoho!

2009-10-17T16:44:00.003+08:00

I'm bored!
Has been going out with Jasmine sister.

Yesterday, meet her at around 12pm and we had our lunch@ Pepper lunch.Walked over to Hougang plaza to meet Weineng,Eugene,Jovan,Agene,Cheechin,Ben,Imran .haha. Agene taught me to play pool. Then Jasmine and i walked to blk 523 to slack while they went to kick soccer. Walked back to Hgplaza to meet Yongkang awhile, and walked back home to meetmy brother. Cab to Serangoon with Jasmine,my brother and jane. Went home with my brother at around 11pm plus.

Today, woke up and went to meet Jasmine at Rivervale mall. Had our breakfast cum lunch.And we slack at the nearby void deck. We went home at around 4pm plus.

Holiday till Thursday!!haha.

Pictures:

2009-10-17T09:59:00.002+08:00

Rest assure , no people wanna snatch your bf away.
Try to assume whose on my mind? then your answer will surely be wrong, cause that someone is a person that you don't even know. You're sensitive , lol -.-

Memories are the best souvenirs

2009-10-15T18:59:00.002+08:00

Feel like deleting my blog. B-O-R-E-D .
There's too much memories for me to forget and move on.
I dont wish to cling on a broken string. I've been laying here all night, listening to the rain.
Talking to my heart and trying to explain,Why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been. Yes, I do think about you, every now and then.

I'm telling myself stop thinking about all this, but i can't .
It seems that the harder i force myself to forget, the more i'm missing you...

okay, bye !

2009-10-13T11:22:00.002+08:00

I was bored,tired .
Can't wait for eoy to over this friday, and i can enjoy !!!
haha. Gonna go for tuition afterwards .
Off to study Geog! Byebye :D

2009-10-09T17:27:00.001+08:00

I'll be back posting after Eoy!

Goodbye :D

2009-10-05T15:40:00.015+08:00

Finally upload all pictures in facebook and some in here. haha.
Okay, i'm going to rest now and off to tution. Goodbye:)